It's Been a Year Since My Last Rant
By Melli (2002/08/13)It has been a year since my last rant.
It does not mean that I have had no reason to be angry.
What it probably means that I have a years worth of anger locked inside of me and that if I did not sit down and express myself in some way that I would just explode emotionally and take everyone down with me.
Sometime I sit at home and I think, why I can't I be like the others, who seem content with their lives and who do not seem upset with the triviality of life and are not upset with the stupidity that surrounds them? Why don't they have a voice? Why don't they seem bothered by the idiot who waits 10 minutes behind me at the grocery store parking lot, waiting for me to unload my shopping cart, strap the kids in their car seats, get myself in the drivers side, write in the charges in my checkbook, fix my hair, search for my cell phone, call my mother to tell her that some moron is waiting for my parking space, all so that he/she can be two spaces closer to the store than that other space he/she just passed up? Am I the only one bother by the fact that this country has enough money for "Operation lets go kill some people overseas because we haven't killed in a while" but yet they are taking money away from our education system ,from grade school up to college? Yes, that is logic at its best. Let us go destroy their homeland so that we can send them aid later, and lend them money to rebuild. Perhaps if I have enough money to finish my college education I may posses enough knowledge so that it will all make sense to me.
See, if I was not angry at the beginning of this rant, I am now.